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Originally Posted by Existimatio
Hmm. I guess that its hard to bring up the resolve to quit hentai and the like. I've tried many times. Only could manage to do it for 4 days a t a time though *sigh* Anyway, welcome back EC.
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Its really an addiction as far as I can see. I've managed a month at the most, but without a girlfriend to help encourage me to stop the addiction or any real strong will, its really hard to quit. Having faith helps, especially when you're totally devoted and fight lustful thoughts and urges. But when one is weak in faith, like I currently am...its difficult to really set the habit aside. Especially since visiting this forum and other sites have become a routine whether or not I realize it. Also being a member in nice forum like this makes it hard to quit. Even if I don't know any of you physically, its psychologically difficult to breakaway from the positive reinforcements I get from members here. I don't even know why I care what strangers would think about me, but I do for some strange reason. Its so foreign to me that I could care about people I've never meet or seen before...But I suppose that's a mystery of the social aspect of the human mind. Or perhaps if I paid closer attention in my social psychology class rather than sleeping, I would have a better understanding.