This forum has helped me a lot in the sense that you guys are the only people who I don't feel embarassed about my fetish around and I know there are other people who have it.
My boyfriend knows about it and he's the only person I know outside of this forum that I have ever told about it. I showed him a few clips, but it embarassed me so much that I can not watch them again. >_< Even though he insists he doesn't think I am weird.
But I am thankful he knows about it because he has been in the room a few times when it randomly came on the television or something with a group of people and he came up with excuses during those times for us to leave the room, which felt like a lifesaver to me.
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