Hi Everyone!
I have a lot to talk about. I hope you guys are willing to read my thoughts on several things: my new PIG transformation, the power of this message board, and thoughts on women's dignity and animal transformation (I know, deep stuff).
First thing and last topic first-- I have a new Pig Transformation, yay! I was really hesitant to accept this script even though I totally hate to turn down any sort of business. As a woman who was raised in a conservative family, the term "pig," was frequently used to describe a woman with low morality. Sure, I do adult work, but I never see myself as someone with shady morals. I do a lot of charity work with ASPCA, I am faithful to my husband (who also was my first boyfriend), and I am fairly conservative publicly. Will I "humiliate" myself if I am on all fours, with pig nose, eating and oinking like a pig? As an adult actress and producer, who society frequently looks down on, what is the line between acting out society's expectations of you and "simply acting?"
I did a dog transformation before, and that paints me in a very submissive light, but I asked myself if I really wanted to go forth and do this PIG transformation considering I would be essentially playing out what society frequently calls women like myself. I remember how some men really believe that I am my character, the bitchy dominatrix, the submissive slut, and e-mail me as if I "am" my character. Would it be a stretch to think that people would feel that I think of myself as a "pig,
or "dog?"
I thought long and hard about it and decided that I would play a woman so unlike myself, with a completely different name, Charlotte, instead of the nickname that friends and family call me "Missa." I would be so opposite from myself that no one would ever be able to suspect that I was not "acting." The author of this custom video (from this message board) was kind enough to allow me to cut out the creampie part (as in my Doggie style video
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ABOUT THE TRANSFORMATION: There is sweating, there is a pig nose transformation (check it out, I think I am getting better at morphing), there is a tail transformation (I used a pic of a real pig's tail), there are pig blue eyes. There is a lot of oinking, mind transformation, and the typical amount of story that I love to include in my videos. I hope you guys like it! This *may* be my first and last pig transformation, I will have to think on this one! lol!
I also wanted to say a big thank you. I know there are a lot of people on this board, and I notice that my custom men are usually the lurkers.. this means that there are more people who frequent this board than we can see from postings! It's super incredible, and larger than any other message board (I post on quite a few) that I frequent. I notice when you guys like a video, it does well, when there are more criticisms, I don't do as well. Transformation, Giantess, Shrinking, a lot of genres that are covered here are my very FAVORITE to perform. I hope that I can become so successful at these 'more challenging' but fun videos, that I can concentrate on them full time.
There are many great artists on this board. I LOVE that you guys, artists and consumers of fantasy fetish protect the artist by discouraging file sharing, and freebies, etc. I have completely eliminated doing some fetishes that are widely pirated, and the idea that I could carry on with 'Big Brother Process' looking out for me and my art, makes my heart swell! Love, love you guys!
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