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Originally Posted by CantSaySeeSaw
Tell me more. A hypnotist with a cow fetish? Does your roommate not care that you're making cow noises?
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My current girlfriend/lover/weird complicated relationship person is a amateur hypnotist who struggles with suicidal ideation as well as brain drain, identity death, and split personalities. Over time and through a period of traumatic events, the both of us ended up fucking with each others heads so much that it led to the birth of altered mental states, different internal personas/alternate personalities, as well as this continued propagation of animal fantasies as forms of self-destructive escapism. She has issues with her inner 'Cow', as when her intelligence leaves her, she is all cow, it's one of the few times she can be totally happy and free of her panic disorder, but it had the side effect of the cow taking over her life. As a side effect, I found that even my mind, which I long thought wouldn't be effected, began to fall victim to suggestion, hypnotic triggers, and the desire to become more blank and animal. It's been odd, hard to explain, and it's had it's ups and downs. I would recommend simply- sometimes it's better to have a fantasy, stay a fantasy.