Accidently Coming Across A Growth Clip

[gts4me]

Just wondering if other people feel this way or if I am the only one.

I have a deep love for my fetish and it intensely arouses me, but whenever I accidently see it happen on a movie or something in front of other people, I get so disgusted and humiliated by it. I feel like everyone must be able to see that my cheeks are probably red and that I'm intensely affected by it.

Like the Pirates of the Carribean scene with that Jamaican witch girl was very hot, but I was so humiliated by the fact that I was in a movie theatre with a bunch of other people that I couldn't enjoy it. I felt like I was watching porn with all of them and it made me feel ashamed. I couldn't wait to get out of there after that. I feel like everyone can tell it arouses me.

I've been like that since I was a little girl. Disgusted by it when anyone else is around when I see it, but intensely aroused when I am viewing it alone.

[Ninja In The Night]

Well, it might be the fact you feel a tad ashamed of liking tall women, or small men. It's a perfectly reasonable way to feel, but it's something you have to overcome if you ever plan to share this with your future husband/wife *This applies to everyone*. Now, I mean, if you are stupid & share it on a first or second date, I guarantee your date will probably stare at you like a deer in headlights & go whaaaaaaa? But don't feel ashamed or disgusted by it, don't embrace it & start getting hot & bothered over it either. Just go about your life as you would normally, because it's the non-normal reactions that get you noticed.

[Anurubius]

This is something Ive dealt with myself on many many occasions. MY own fetishes extend well beyond just growth, and I wont get into the details. Everyone encounters stuff that turns them on by accident in public. While I do not consider myself a furry, I am turned on by furry stuff, and I live with someone who finds furries and furry stuff disgusting. Ive never told him outright that I enjoy that sort of thing, but I take every oppurtunity to try and get him to open his mind a bit more.

You can never escape stupid/judgemental people. Thats just a fact of life. But one thing I think you should try and do is not define yourself by your fetishes. Like night said, dont introduce yourself as a giantess/growth fetishist. One thing I will always insist upon is that you have nothing to be ashamed of. There are much, much worse things to be turned on by. Its ok to be embarassed, especially if you get caught in the act or whatever, but dont be ashamed. If you dont want people to know, just keep it under your hat. Thats easy enough.

[Moonblast2]

I felt the very same way. I was horrified because I was watching the Pirates movie with my parents. I had also always been uncomfortable watching anything about pinnochio because even people who know nothing about the growth fetish would still admit there's something universally kinky about that kind of thing.

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this way.

Moonblast2

[rabbit_king]

for a long time i was ashamed of it to myself i didn't let anyone know not even my closest friends. but a few weeks ago i found up the strenght to tell my girlfriend and she didn't mind at all. and all that time i was thinking she was going say something like thats sick or thats wrong but she was kewl.

[a_nime65535]

Yeah, I agree whole heartedly. There have been a number of times when I've been forced to watch Alice in Wonderland with my nieces and it is very embarassing at times trying to fight the urge. I'm sure that, as a girl too, it's even harder. Somehow as a guy it's assumed that I would tend to like kinkier stuff where women are often made out to have to be traditionalists in the sexual realm. At least, that's from my experience.

The main thing though is being true to yourself and should the day come where you have to explain yourself to friends, family, or significant other then you must prepare for the worst but hope for the best. I know friends have forced it out of me and while they often thought I was lying they would eventually believe me and say, "well, whatever; just a bit odd..." People sometimes are complete shockers. I hope you find some peace in your struggle.

[wolfman-al]

Man, Thats so true.
Alltrough I have to experience the situation of watching a growth situation with others yet, I have experienced similar.
When I show my comics at the monthly Frankfurt comic meeting people ask me "What, another of these "Bigger, Smaller" stories? Aren?t you getting fed up with this?" I always answer that it is just fun for me to draw, which is true, but I?d never tell them that this stuff actually turns me on.
On the other hand... I have a friend that has confessed me that he has a fetish for female tounges, maybe that is somebody who could handle that...

[Magniphile]

No worries gts4me, all growth advocates go through what you experienced at some time or another. It's just what makes growth fans, well- growth fans. No need to feel ashamed. ^_^

[Bozo]

It's true, what everyone has said. And I promise, that embarassing feeling goes away with age. Do what I do when it happens in front of people: laugh it off. It's a good way to express a positive feeling without giving yourself away.

[Mr Wayne]

Prob varies from person to person and also largely affected by whatever environment each person is in at a given time, but I think everyone experiences even a lil awkwardness. Although over the years (but not recently) I'd admit and explain my growth fetish to other fems via IMs and a few of those actually try to persuade into roleplaying it with me. Though to this day I've never told a soul in person about my fetish nor has any of the media of pics and clips been seen by others. Being able to control what others know of my involvement in this fetish over the years has allowed me to become more comfortable having it and especially interacting with others online in places like Lorekeep's forum here has also strengthened that factor. I'm to the point now that whenever I stick with a girlfriend long enough to feel comfortable revealing my fetish to her, I prob won't feel so awkward about it. Who knows, things change every second so only time will tell. 8-)




Volfsbayne

[Twilight Wolf]

Especially the "revealing-yourself-to-your-significant-other"-part is what I am about to face, since I'm moving in with my girlfriend...
I'm pretty sure she will be ok with it, since she's a fandom writer and she and her forum-friends also writ lemon/lime scenes and stuff :P

And as the others have said, every growth fetishist (and probably every other fetishist as well) goes through this at some point...So what?
Just because you're getting aroused by something "unusual" doesn't make you a bad person...after all it's fantasies that oftentimes arouse us more than "reality".

[BlazingBarrager]

Yeah...I try my best to hide my interests from others, but sometimes I get caught by younger siblings (mainly my sister) and they start complaining to my mother. It's so embarrassing.