Donkey TF experiments

[Journeymanic]

Originally Posted by cantdayseesaw

Please talk! I've been talking to different TF fans and taking an informal poll of preferences for three to four years now. TF feels like a form of ego-death when you go far enough into it. One person (HumanAnimalZoo) said that when you go too far, it's like murder, and I agree. You give up your form completely.

That said, I need consent before hand because once my changes start, what makes it pleasurable is terror. I like watching other people change without their consent, though the rational part of my brain means I need to get consent before hand if I'm going to play with them, rather then just fantasize.

Part of wanting it is not wanting it, as someone else put it.

That said, I'll do all kinds of different scenarios. If I were to actually pick an animal, I'd probably want to be a cat. I'm a donkey because I don't get a choice.

I've always been the tiniest bit ashamed of my tf kink. Not due to content, but for how I participate. I never fantasize myself as the transformee nor as the transformer, but as the bystander who tells the victim it's okay. I suppose it's a type of Superman complex. I like the idea of being a transformed individual's life line, proof that the world isn't going to immediately shut them out.

But isn't this thought process a bit selfish? Should I get enjoyment from someone's misfortune? When I see a women on the street and think it'd be great if she started turning into a lioness girl or something is it any different than say an amputee fetishist wanting her to get hit by a car and comforting her. (Nothing against amputee fetishists just the best thing I can think of. Its not an accurate metaphor anyway as there are actual amputees no matter what you do.)

I hope I would help any person in need regardless of the situation, but should I be turned on by someone else's unasked for agony?

(This is what happens when you're psychology major who's been a bit too introspective.)