BE From Various Mangas

[jthm22]

Originally Posted by EvilConsumer

Just want to say this may be the last post I ever make here. I?ve loved this forum since I first joined it. I would be lying if I said this is not one of the best forums to find any kind of process anyone is interested in (minus extreme fetishes). I?ve always enjoyed sharing whatever process material I found. However, I need to take a break form all of this. I?ve wasted countless hours looking at smut looking to find BE material or whatever my mind wanted, and my mental psyche needs a break. I found myself chained to my obsession to find material; loosing sleep to stay up late to hunt down more material and smut. I just kept wanting to find more on whatever website; 4chan, masterbloodfer?s website, deviantart, furaffinity, countless Japanese sites, and a myriad of other websites and forums that I checked daily. It wasn?t easy to just stop?I?ve been collecting material for years, but I needed the hording to stop. It wasn?t healthy that I was loosing sleep over this internet smut addiction. I needed to force myself to stop so I deleted all 120gbs of my adult material and threw away any backup copies of smut I still had. I felt ashamed looking at that kind of material even though I enjoyed it. I was trivializing women in such a materialistic manner?not as a human being but as an object. I never intended to do that, yet I found myself doing that every time I was looking at porn or whatever smut I was looking at on the web. I?m not in any way suggesting everyone does that, but that?s what I found myself doing and it?s simply not something I want to continue. I?m glad I could post the material I have found, and I?ll leave it up. I?m not here to change anyone minds. Lord knows I never though I?d get tired of all this stuff, but I have certainly changed my mind about it all. I may never post anything here again, but it was nice while it lasted and I?m glad I could contribute to this great forum.

that's maturing folks

hopefully one day we will all make the move
i know i've started